ghettoallen

FIRST OFFICIAL DAY OF SUMMER FOR ME

i felt so at peace with myself, and one with nature last night.

sorry for lack of updates. i have a million pictures to scan from the last few weeks.

i'm in austin, texas for the weekend!
Seeing the kills tonight! and getting a tattoo!!!!!

FUCK YES!

hold on, hold on, keep holdin' on to me.



i'm 18 today, i bought cigarettes cuz im so kewl. Last night I went to LADYTRONNNNNNNNNNN zomgz it was so amazing!!!! i never thought i would i could get to see them! beforehand, panda and i went shopping and i got 2 cute tops and a necklace/belt, one is oversized and sheer and the other is this scool all in one layer drape scarf top that i got at nonno for only 35 bux! go me

so many cool people at ladytron but not many people dressed up like panda and i like to get. it was so special when they sang Seventeen, because it was my last night being seventenn :) and i took a polaroid of them singing it. love it

Feels like forever since i updated, but it hasnt been. I am feeling pretty okay, full, listening to the yeahyeahyeahs. At work tonight i sold over 4,000 dollars worth of merchandises, with my sales per hour over 1,000. We have this competition (or so to speak) and if you reach 100,000 dollars in sales by may 1st you receive an 800 dollar bonus! If i make 2,000 every shift i can make it. I'll save it for cali or maybe for a new Louis bag or Rodarte jewelry. Not sure yet. No weekend plans so far, other than a party my friend bryan invited me to. Oh and this pretty cute boy asked me out yesterday and i agreed to join him out for some coffeee. OH AND I LOVE ASHELY TISDALE'S NEW SONG!!

hello forehead! ha, i love acting on impulse. I've been growing my hair out, but my bangs haven't been cut in months so they started to annoy by always being in my face or stabbing me in the eyes so i just took my scissors and snipped away. I'll dream up a new hairstyle tonight in my sleep, one to go with my new fringe. If you look closely, you can see my natural hair color coming through!

I really wish i was going to see Morrissey tonight :( but of course my workaholic-ness gets in the way of everything! Last night was a lot of fun but i a bit dissapointing, ya know? Diedre had to take me home at about 1 a.m. so i bought her a coffee from mcdonalds to repay her.We went out to eat last night at lupe tortilla on 45 and the funniest thing happened! The freaking waitors put a mexican hat on me and acted like it was my birthday, then we watched a irritating 4 year old fall with his face in the sand! His mother called us idiots for not helping him!

what a long day so far, and not yet over. My mother came and took bear and i vintage shopping, i found nothing but bear got 2 bags and 3 good looking shirts. o well more money to go to towards my shoes im saving for. We went to old town spring early today and took senior pictures with kylee. I was so excited to finally meet kylee :).


And I am so in love with diedre's dog bambie who i met last night!


Gotta get ready, party tonight if we can reach kim.

if she really is as crazy and drug dependent as people say she is, or not. I still pray for Lindsay everyday. I hope she gets better and that her and saman can work things out because at one point they seemed so happy.

I just got word that I am getting ZERO money for college, no financial aid, no scholarships so far, no nothing. Which means that my family will have to pay for every dime of my college..ugh

I have been eating healthy the last few weeks and I absoloutly love it. I'm very fatigued at the moment, I've been working lots this past week and dealing with stupid petty drama! I want out of this state already~

lol i found this old photo of me....taken in january.

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pretty boring weekend. Not exactly boring, just not exciting. Went thrifting friday, last night while my friends partied hard, I stayed at home watching movies. I bought the movie Elephant (directed by Gus Van Sant, also directed Milk and Good Will Hunting) it was okay, semi-artistically done just not enough dialogue for me. I also bought the movie A Home at the End of the World starring Colin Farrel, i think it was made in 2003. It was so lovely. Colin plays this..."pansexual" character who is in love with a man he grew up messing around with, and the mother of his child, who is also in love with Colin's sex partner. The 3 of them are so strange, I guess it proves you cant really get everything you want out of one relationship and that's why all 3 of them are in a relationship together. More of a family type relationship though, I guess. I wore PINK today at work! hahaaaaaaa

Gonna go watch this:

I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on
Fingers crossed, my time is coming now
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
Time will fly, upon my baby's back

last night, had a pretty low key evening, went shopping and got a great denim jacket, combat boots, and a black blazer( with shoulder pads!) at value village for a total of 13 bucks.


Panda and I had Uni, where we saw cutie Zach dining with his friends, who all hate me, but he was still quite social. Had a shaggy dog roll, I'm thinking of giving up fish to be full vegetarian, even though in my opinion fish isnt meat. Panda lost her keys in her car so we chatted with Lezzy at truffle while we waited for AAA to unlock her car. Now I'mm off to work and looks like I will have the evening all to myself :)

I've been having a lot of nosebleeds, and have documented them with polaroids. Earlier that day Panda and I went to Traders Village, which was interesting to say the least. Panda got 2 dresses and 2 purses for a grand total of about 10 bucks haa. Nothing cute for me besides this pair of cute ankle boots that mexicans were trying to sell for 30 bucks, which is too much considering I'm saving up to pay for my birthday party and birthday outfits.

So cold this day, went shopping at H&M and grabbed coffee to warm up at the coffee bean & tea leaf, where I also got this yummy bagel with cheese and jalapenos! This entire trip was all about riding the bus with all Mexicans, I was usually the only white person on the bus or the trains. Bye bye, Muchy Bye bye.





That was right after we went to the grove, which may be the most beautiful and serene place In L.A. I almost got an Alexander Wang top at the Barney's they have on the grove but I wanted to save and I ended up spending it all on Melrose. I have to work at the barneys, or at opening ceremony.